Category Archives: Perpetrators

Posts about perpetrators – definition, relationships to, relationships from perspective of, misconceptions about, …

Faith as a Multiple

One of the significant things that stands out for me in the other DID blogs is the absence of faith, specifically faith in Jesus Christ. As I look back over the years I have been in therapy, I know that … Continue reading

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A Foretaste Continued…

This time I will copy/paste the journal entry I started to write about last night. So here it is, and then I will write about it – Bullet Points: . Counseling w/ Larry – don’t try to be creative. Just … Continue reading

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My Daddy, my hero no more?

This is an excruciating post to write. It’s about an extreme paradigm shift. My entire life, even in the context of the many of me, my father has always been my hero. If I could write down all the reasons … Continue reading

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Challenge Overload

I’ve been feeling the need to post more frequently lately; but in all honesty I wanted to be in a better space when I did it. I’ve been primarily out for several months now, and I’m exhausted and discouraged. There … Continue reading

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In Loving Memory

Today was the funeral for my niece. She was a young mother who died very suddenly without any warning. There was no life insurance and the young family have now moved in with my brother. My heart aches and breaks … Continue reading

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Attachment to Perpetrator & Locus of Control Shift

One of my therapists has been talking to us about Attachment to Perpetrator and Locus of Control Shift, which are theories about people with dissociative disorders and therapies to help them. A few weeks ago she gave us a photocopy … Continue reading

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Survival Strategies from Therapist

A while ago our therapist gave us photo copies of a text book to help us understand better how we survived our childhood traumas. I don’t know the title or author of the book, so sorry. The two chapters were … Continue reading

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Who’s Fault Was It?

For so many years I have had a deep wound in my heart about having an abortion when I was 16, or at least that is how I have framed it. In reality we were tricked into it, or perhaps … Continue reading

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Psalm 41: A Prayer for Justice

We are really getting a lot out of the devotional we have started recently.It’s Live Intimately: Lessons from the Upper Room written by Lenya Heitzig & Penny Rose. In today’s lesson we were to read Psalm 41, a passage Jesus … Continue reading

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Washing Judas’s Feet

Recently we started a new devotional, “Live Intimately; Lessons from the Upper Room” by Lenya Heitzig & Penny Rose. In today’s devotion they made the point that Jesus knew that Judas was about to betray Him, yet He washed the … Continue reading

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