Author Archives: Abigail

About Abigail

Abigail is the core personality.

It’s still me

I’ve been out for a couple months. I’ve learned a LOT, and I’m tired. I’ve made friends with people that others have known a long time, including my husband. I’ve made huge shifts in my thinking about myself and life … Continue reading

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Catching Up

It’s hard to imagine just how long it has been since I last posted. It doesn’t feel like it has been that many months; but I guess it has. I am someone “new” out. I’ve been trying to stay undetected … Continue reading

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Not Bad; But Broken

So much is still unsettled. Setting the rest aside for the moment, my therapist suggested that maybe instead of thinking of my parents as good or bad or both, I should think of them as broken. That is far easier … Continue reading

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I haven’t forgotten

I know I left you hanging with the last post, and I will get back to finish it when things calm down a bit. So much significant things have been happening all a once that it’s hard to write about. … Continue reading

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Good? Bad? Both?

It’s a deeply perplexing problem for us. We have attempted to answer it for a life time. Were my parents good? Were they evil or deceptive or tricky or just plain wrong? Were they good for other people but not … Continue reading

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Feeling Dangerously Good

It’s quickly approaching Christmas time and we are very busy making things and buying things for loved ones and friends. Most likely I won’t post again until after Christmas, but time will tell. Usually this time of year is a … Continue reading

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So Much for “Tomorrow”

Okay, I admit it. I’ve been stalling – avoiding what I knew I needed to do. The fact is, I started out several times to address what I knew I needed to do, only to be sidetracked in a different … Continue reading

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A Foretaste Continued…

This time I will copy/paste the journal entry I started to write about last night. So here it is, and then I will write about it – Bullet Points: . Counseling w/ Larry – don’t try to be creative. Just … Continue reading

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A Foretaste of Things to Come…Almost

It’s early morning hours and I am finally finding myself able to focus on…me. I’ve been dodging it now for days, not wanting to get back into the mode of healing again. It hurts so hard. I kept it under … Continue reading

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Fatherly Free Fall

I still feel like I’m in a free fall with the issues with my dad. I’m Plex – the rebel. I was created out of a tenacious rebellion struggling for survival. I don’t know how to be any different. I … Continue reading

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